The past 2 1/2 years for me have been absolutely the best 2 years of my life! I Found myself, found my eternal companion/soulmate/lover/and Husband. He is the best Dad I have ever seen. It brings tears to my eyes to see him everyday with our Beautiful daughter.They have such an amazing bond for a father and daughter,one that is so pure and beautiful. I am so glad I could have given him,her! He deserves her more than anything else in this world.
She starts clapping and yelling "yay" every time he walks in the room after being out of it for longer than 5 minutes.
I am so grateful to have found someone who is so special and sweet and gentle and caring and hard working...as I did with him.
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| ITS TIME!!! |
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When this Beautiful girl was born (10-24-12) Something happened to me...Something magical and
amazing. I grew at peace with myself...Sometimes it gets hard,but the majority of my past was healed.
I knew that I actually did something right for myself. That I was meant to be with Zak for all time and eternity. I knew that everything I had ever done was to be forgotten.
She became apart of me,apart of who I am and apart of my heart.
We are all in the middle of a "Baby Boom" but if every girl,woman,female that becomes a mother could feel how I felt that very moment in that hospital room...It was such an unexplainable feeling.
I overcame the demons that were created when I moved to Utah.
The day Zakary and Elizabeth Flammer became an ETERNAL family with their child and the children to come! It was a HUGE step for us! One that took us a year to take! Due to our past choices we had to repent of them in order to enter into the house of the Lord,also known as the LDS Temple which by the way,we got sealed together in the Brigham City temple and it IS ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL inside! I recommend anyone and everyone to visit if you can!
Thanks to my sweet Husband for taking me there! That was a very special day for our family and all the support we got was so wonderful.
Now to introduce 3 girls who have been the biggest influences to me the past year in my goal to enter the temple with Zak.
Now don't mind me and my stupid cry baby-ness going on right now,in fact you should just cry with me so I don't feel dumb. Blaaah! Okay so first is first.
This is Kendra Dawn Hall (on the right) and Jacqueline Johnson (on the left)
Kendra was my first mate on the ship called "down hill Liz" where I did as much stupid stuff possible after I turned 18. She has watched me crash more than once or twice,soon after she brought Jackie along and all 3 of us began to grow "old" together,getting married and having kids.
Kendra hasn't had a baby yet but thats only cause the Lord is preparing for a perfect child to show me and Jackie that our daughters can't beat Kendra's perfect chid at anything. 
I am so grateful for them,they are here for me anytime,day or night. I love them both as Sisters. Our friendship is unbreakable.
As for this girl.........Where to begin....if I can even see my keyboard....This is Britnee Leah Jensen,Correction,Sister Jensen. She is serving an LDS Mission in Michigan. She is my everything! I've literally been attached to her since I was 13. Inseparable! I am so grateful for everything she is and has done for me!
She is honestly the main reason I have a testimony of this gospel. Thru everything I have done,she has still loved me unconditionally and that says a lot for someone who has stayed so true this Gospel we both live by.
Making stupid choices was the best choice I could have made for myself. I am so darn happy with my life. the last 2 years of my life have been so wonderful. I am so grateful to be a Flammer in the Flammer Family. To be a Mom to my sweet girl Aumari,even though most people get her name wrong (Aw-marie) I still fall in love with who she is and what she has come from. I fall in love with the fact that I am 16 days from 20 years old and am at where I am. I have had one heck of a teenage life. I wish that I could scream at the top of my lungs the joy I have in my heart and the love I have for my family...For my Husband for helping create a stable environment for us. For working so hard for us. I am truly blessed.
I made it to greatness, I haven't failed life yet.
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| at 9 months she has 2 teeth |
I am so grateful and blessed to be apart of the big Flammer Family. I am so wild and crazy at times if not all the time and the acceptance and love I feel for them is unlike anything I've felt before.
Thank you to each and everyone of you for allowing me to be me and only me.
Thank you for giving me the best two years I can call my own!
